about my FUCKING februari and march 2011

in wednesday, march 16 march 2011, I'am writing in my diary book about fucking Februari and March.
Why??
because on february and march, I got very very very bad situation.
1. nothing special in my valentine's day
2. on 25 februari, I betrayed with my BF
3. my grade is bad.
4. my holiday is BORED
5. every satnite just sat at home.
6. I'am single, alone and lonely

does that sound is bad, isn't it???
yaa very very bad :'(